Random Thoughts Take One!

Still trying to get this book straight I know I over think everything but its just who I am. I remember when I was getting my APT License the instructor told me "  calm down it's not brain surgery"   someone told me that again today..... I'm not sure if that's good or bad. Also All the people monitoring my progress told me I sound & act like a Disney princess, what does that mean.... Is that good or bad?! All I know is I wanna do good & prove to them they made the right choice. I'm excited about the challenge! One of the uppers made the statement your one of those that's going to work the system. My answer was NO, I'm the one that's going to make the system work. I fully understand the expectations of a business owner & understand the passion & dedication one must have to own a successful business. I'm thankful this opportunity has been brought into my life. I think every opportunity helps us grow stronger wiser & ultimately leads us to the person we are meant to be. Nothing is wasted as long as you are learning & growing...

Tonight is one of them nights..... So to heck with it.

There are times to be nice & then there are other times when enough is just enough & you just say to heck with it. Tonight is one of them nights..... So to heck with it. Some people are manipulative insecure people that are unhappy with their circumstances & want others to suffer to. Instead of getting better they just get bitter & want you to join their bitter little world. Those people will never change. You can try to be nice to them but they are who they are. Realize it & walk away. They WILL try to follow and keep up their nonsense just keep walking. They aren't even worth your time. Little people with little dreams, goals or hope in life play games. Don't fall into their twisted web of unhappiness. Take an inventory of all the blessings in your life & turn that frustration into useful energy for the ones who deserve it.

This October has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays all in one month. It happens only once in 823 years

I heard this statement on the news this morning my first thought because I was still asleep and hadn't had any coffee yet was "WOW, That is so cool!" After I had a cup of coffee it changed to " Huh that can't be right...." In fact NO it is NOT right....... 
Let’s think about this, a year can only start on one of seven days, so there are seven possible basic calendar years. Add leap years, and there are fourteen basic calendars. Period. And one of those calendars only gets used every 823 years? How would that be possible? It’s not of course, all fourteen calenders get cycled through regularly, in fact 2010 uses the exact same calendar as 1999. That’s eleven years, not 823.

Now it is cool that this month has 10-10-10. Since this date only occurs once a century and the five Fri/Sat/Sun occur only once every 7 or 8 years. Also we had the whole harvest/equinox moon thingy all of which are very cool. Add on top Rangers & My NY Yankees today thats definitely never happened before. This all sets up for a very memorable October.

Finale Point, Go ahead and save your 2010 calendar, it will be good again in these upcoming years:  2021, 2027, 2038, 2049, and 2055. And for future reference, 2066, 2077, 2083, 2094, and 2100.

I'm Ready

I carry my heart on my sleeve my faith on my chest & the weight of the world on my shoulders.I've turned my darkest hour into the brightest light that illuminates my path. Now I'm standing with no fear my heart filled with faith &love going boldly into my future!

Hate Me If You Want To Love Me If You Can!

We build so many walls in the world. Most of those walls are inside of us. We forget who we are & become what others want us to be. Don't be afraid to be yourself. Not everyone will like you & that's ok. Because those meant to be in your life will love you. And love is a lot better than like. Today and every other day just be you. Be who your meant to be grow better, grow strong, grow into the person you wish to be but ALWAYS Be true to yourself! Happy Saturday Friends

It's Just Who I Am

For better or worse what you see is what you get. I'm so tired of dealing with drama filled people who have nothing but negativity sugar-coated with "fakenesses"! I've had about all I can take! I don't care if your having a bad day. If your my friend I'll be there with you. I'll help get you through may even cry along side you. I'll smile with you & if I get mad enough my even curse with you but one thing you'll never see me do is be fake! Bring me what you got flaws & all! That's the only way I accept people. Who they are just as they are. That's just what real friends do. And it's just who I am.

365 Days A year This Is Me

I am amazed by the people who stand on a soap box & proclaim their loyalty & love for Christ but cant seem to align their actions with their words. I'm sorry I don't feel as though I need to shout my love or the depth of it for all to hear. I know they can hear it through my actions. My CONSISTENT actions day after day year after year. I'm not gonna send you a threatening letter cursing you out to the next day act as though the sun shines out of my behind to the rest of the world. For starters I would never do either in the first place. Second I dang sure wouldn't do it then have the audacity to act as though it never happened. I would at very least be embarrassed of my own actions & apologize.  I'm sorry it's just not who I am. If I can't be the way I am in public the way I am in private maybe just maybe I should stop and think, who am I. Do you really know who you are? Can you look in the mirror every day & be proud of yourself your actions & your actions against others. Do you spend your days bringing others down or lifting others up. Do you add value to the word or do you only add drama. Deeds not Words alone that's what people see. No-one cares what you know or say until they know who you are & that you truly care!