Getting & staying on track

About seven months ago or so I figured out the importance of "covering up" & keeping my body private for that special someone....... Around the same time I got super sick again & stopped pushing my body hard & kinda begin to let myself go.  Is that the irony of life?!?! Good thing is I still understand the importance of covering up more & started pushing myself & body again & dieting. So now I can look hot but in private, lol.